bakedclams711

Sorry i am

2002-08-07T01:19:32Z

i'm sorry i didn't sound more excited on the phone
i'm sorry that after all these years
i've left you feeling unrequited and alone, brought you to tears
i guess i never loved you quite as well as the way you loved me
i guess i'll never really be able to tell you how sorry
i am

and i don't know what it is about you
i just know it's not what it was
i don't know why red fades before blue it just does
and i don't know what it is about me
that i just can't keep still
i keep thinking someday i will make this all up to you
and maybe someday i will

i guess i never loved you quite as well
as the way you loved me
i guess i'll never really be able to tell you how sorry
i am
sorry i am
sorry i am
sorry i am

Yow.

2002-06-29T02:30:12Z

From Autumn to Ashes...Tomorrow!! :)

Super-size guy?

2002-06-26T03:35:49Z

Was walking back from Danielle's today with Joe, when I spied with my little eye a GREEN TRICYLE Bike like thing. (I can't remember what it was called) So I hopped on, Joe gave me a push and I was on my way. hehe. It was fun. Got home put on my retard helmet and feather boa, and rode it around the block. THEN SATAN HAD TO COME ALONG AND FUCKING TAKE IT FROM ME. SCUM EATER. ha. So If anyone wants to come over, I got a pool... and pools aren't fun when your the only one in it...

If you see it as a quiz result, its true.

2002-06-26T03:24:53Z

Ha Ha so I am a trend whore. yea. I'm so freaking proud....grr.

I miss SAC

2002-06-25T14:53:40Z

Val plays the drums.

yech. Not another Butt.

2002-06-24T19:00:07Z

It was fun hanging out with Ally again. we Went to the Beach today. We were the only girls there nice enough to cover up our bottoms. ha ha. We went swimming too, we're so rebellious, we kept going past the green flag and getting whistled at by the life guards. Ok.

Get Freaky.

When I Grow Up

2002-06-22T03:33:11Z

Cut my tongue out
I've been caught out
Like a giant juggernaut
Happy hours
Golden showers
On a cruise
To freak you out
We could fly a helicopter
Nothing left to talk about
Entertain you
Celebrate you
I'll be back to frame you

When I grow up
I'll be stable
When I grow up
I'll turn the tables

Trying hard to
Fit among you
Floating out to wonderland
Unprotected
God I'm pregnant
Damn the consequences

Blood and blisters
On my fingers
Chaos rules when we're apart
Watch my temper
I go mental
I'll try to be gentle when

When I grow up
I'll turn the tables

Don't take offense
Can I make amends
Rip it all to shreds and let it go

Rip it all to shreds and let it go

hello

2002-06-21T23:34:55Z

didn't do much today. Sat around waiting for Joe to call. I think he's still mad at me. Oh well I'm gonna go set an animal hospital on fire, and hang with Matt Grabina

bakedclams711 @ 2002-06-20T20:16:00

2002-06-21T00:17:39Z

I never wanted to hurt anyone. I've never tried to. But I always do.

huh

2002-06-20T03:31:19Z

I go to the Broadway Mall ALOT! I know my way around Ikea, better then I know my way around my own room.

boo fucking who

2002-06-18T19:27:05Z

ow ow SUMMER vacation baby ow ow.

(excludes those taking math regents tomorrow, but don't expect me to post this twice.)

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ow ow SUMMER vacation baby ow ow.

(excludes those taking math regents tomorrow, but don't expect me to post this twice.)
<::It won't be long until I have no more Catholic School Girlness::>

bakedclams711 @ 2002-06-17T21:39:00

2002-06-18T01:41:17Z

http://www.no-nothingrock.com/articles/emoabc/index.html

bakedclams711 @ 2002-06-15T22:15:00

2002-06-16T02:18:22Z

We have no dreams at all, or interesting ones.
We should learn to be awake the same way- not at all, or in an interesting matter.

bakedclams711 @ 2002-06-08T23:38:00

2002-06-09T03:41:28Z

I hope Ally's Home.

AH

2002-06-09T03:40:31Z

john d. makes me want to fucking puke. He's impressed by how much of a pimp he is, and how good he is at it. And that usually he's not because he's PRUDE. Johnny D a prude? Ha Ha Danielle and Sunny I guess you can kiss those dreams of sexing it up goodbye. I need to think. I'm going for a walk.

hello...?

2002-06-09T02:50:49Z

What the hell happened to the goths?
No, not the ancients Goths....but the modern day American goth teenagers?!

Where are the outcasted, creative degenerate kids?
God....George Bernard Shaw once said that you can tell the worth of a society by the status of its women.....hell, I think you can tell the worth of a society by the status of its goth teenagers!

I dont even mean hardcore goths either....where are the creative kids who go to high school in fishnets and army boots just to piss off the social realm.....but then retort any insult with a nifty, intellectual comeback?

Where are the kids who want to be themselves?

I havent seen any goths.....anywhere.
The few I have seen are lame. The new goth scene is lame. Its just a bunch of people who are dressing expensive!

Its so fucking lame.
Goth use to mean wearing shitty clothes that would freak out your mother and classmates, all the while serving as a beacon of light for other social outcasts to know that you're different.
Ripping a pair of 2 dollar pantyhose and using them as a cheap alternative to fishnets.
Painting your face.
Black jeans, airwalks, all-stars, and quotes from philosophers on your schoolbook covers.

Now being goth means buying 100 dollar vinly pants.
It means combing your hair perfectly.
It means being close-minded.
It means dressing expensive!

Just an observation.
I guess the hopeful, promising counter-culture of creative minds is just gone.....
and all we have now are the annopying Slipknot kids :(

Bastards.

2002-06-06T23:34:03Z

I wish I was at Goldfinger right now.

HELEN LIVES

2002-06-06T19:30:22Z

Helen Keller faked her death!!! She's still alive. The little devil gave her self away, She left her mark right by Zeak's ass!!

Very Good Day Yey

2002-06-06T19:29:00Z

I had a really good day today. I came in late to school, cause I had to set up my schedule for next year at BHS. Spent most of my day making Helen Keller Jokes. She Rocks. Zeak likes her too he wrote,' what would Helen do?' on his hand, freak. Played tag in English, Flynn tagged Creighton and the game ended. Bastard. My neighbor, Chris, is a mutant. Not that any of you care...

Funny cause I'm 16.

2002-06-06T02:03:16Z

I act like I'm 15.
This test was brought to you by James - Part of the David and James phenomenon. Take it here.

ha

2002-06-06T01:59:15Z

I'll bet my tuition that no one knows more Helen Keller jokes than me.

Fucking Sun

2002-06-02T23:58:34Z

Went to the beach this morning and I got a bad sunburn on the fucking BACK of my legs. It hurts. Walked into town THREE times. I did more walking today then I've done in about 3 lifetimes. Went to Pappardelle's and listened to Ally and Joe talk. Don't come near Ally with any leaves, Shes not the nature type. heh. Chilled on Val's lawn. Chatted in the "basement" and that's about it.

GlassJaw tomorrow!!!!! Yippie!!!!

Boo? Boo Who?

2002-06-02T02:57:44Z

My 'flaming' watch broke today. Me and Joe went to the mall in hopes of finding a decent replacement. I ended up ordering a new band for it (no flames though) thank god. And now I'm sitting here watchless. You have NO idea how hard this is for me. I an obsession with having to know what time it is, and not being able to just look at my wrist and know, it a HUGE PAIN IN THE ASS. I'm gonna do some reading now and go sleeping, because I have to wake up at 8 in the MORNING, so I can willingly get SKIN CANCER. Adios.

Who Farted?

Stick of Gum Fights?

2002-06-01T18:36:41Z

-hurt

You know you love it when I update 3 times in one day.

2002-06-01T03:57:02Z

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